My Heart

Final I found the answer to the question that you frequently ask me when we are alone.

I love you is easy when I'm not pretending it. I'm not pretending it since the first day I told you I like you.

You have been part of my life; when you are here, I always make sure I'm 24 ready to go at any time.

You may feel you are treating me unfair. Well what can I say? I rather to be stupid for your happiness.

I have been floating around since form 2 when I first time have a girl friend for real. Since then, I was just playful around. Never really put effort and true love into the relationship. Change one after another. (I'm not trying to boost about my playful experience) I know it is wrong to play and hurt people feeling.

After I met you, everything changed. I was not the usual me anymore. I came clear to you about everything I done in the past. Never intend to bluff you in any way so. I wanted a truthful relationship with you.

I do not care about the stuff you done in the past and the stuff that you done that make my heart hurt until so badly I was thinking about giving up.

First was Mr. anonymous

Second was the another second Mr. anonymous.

It was tough by I mange to get over with it over some times.

I know you have a rough relationship that last for years. You are tired of that and wanted freedom. You are not really ready to commit in any relationship.

I understand you have a tough one long distance relationship in the past. I don't mean to put you in the same situation again when I say I was going overseas next year. I know you don't accept me because of this, but I hope you would give us a chance to work it out. I know some how you hate to went through it again if something bad happen.

I understand, I will wait till you have confident back again. You may say I'm stupid again.

But I don't want to regret in the end by not doing so.

I know what am I saying are contradict with aim to get along with you. All I ask for is you to take on this risk with me. Let's work it out together! Let's fall in love again!

Have faith in me!

I know you heard this for quite a few times d. Just to let you know I still commit to what I say.

Lets went through it together okay? I'll be there when you need me. You have my promise not the simple promise that I say over pass 6years. Thats why I post it on blog!

My sincere apologize to..

Qing Ling ( I talk too much! Every year send you happy birthday message and every year you ask the same question "Who are You"? Just don't want you to remember the bad stuff when you saw my name.)

Savvy (I know I shouldn't take such action in the first place without settling everything. I'm glad I did not destroy your past relationship and both of you are living happily ever after now!)

Meow (I know I was impatient and make such ridiculous action when I cant go out with you.) I hate you now due to some reason! I kept my mouth quite because I don't want to destroy your current one! Don't too over!

Han (I guess we both really start too quick and I'm sorry for the damage done.)

Miko ( Sorry for everything, my heart belong to other people!)

CLHS Musical Concert

A few months ago, went to my cousin Yao Tong school CLHS Musical Concert at Dewan Sri Pinang, Penang.

Was part of the volunteer video and photographer of the day.

That day I truly challenge of my gear in confident it will win against the Canon 7D.

In terms of equipment, I still need an Flycam Stabilizer, glidetrack and a rode mic!

In terms of video quality.. It is very nice and crisp!

The limitation is 5 min are useable unless you want a force shut down showing u a screen full of error. I experience it when I accidentally reach the 5 minutes limit and continue film again when it stops.

The screen come out with funny stuff and many stuff went through my brain... Is my camera sensor just burnt?!?!?! Was very freaking OMG that time!!!! Luckily it can use in the end again when I let it cool down.

Most video are shoot in Nikkor 70-200 f/2.8 VR and Tamron 17-50 f/2.8 VC.

Sorry for the poor audio and unstable video shake. Used a monopod but it did not help much.

Not much camera movement in the video because i did not have the Flycam. And there will be sound of the camera movement due to movement in changing the focus. I really have to get a mic!

One thing good about Nikkor expensive range lens are the ability to manual override the focus while the tamron cannot. Nikkor focus ring are much more smoother and create almost no noise but the Tamron sound quite abit when you try to focus while recording.

Hope I would produce better video in coming period!

Meanwhile...

Enjoy! You could pay it in HD in Vimeo main webpage!

You make my day.

Hey readers, just a quick update!

Here I alone in library once more! The last few day have been a very productive one! Had group study with my friends Yung ping, Chiew Bee, Eddie, Wei Lin and Yin Ming. This semester going to end very soon!

Time Really flies! And in another half a year I would be at Australia!

Finger cross for my subject that I did on Monday! Gonna take my final paper soon!!!!

No picture to upload for now... will upload it soon I finish my final!

Have been struggling with emotion feeling and stress last week. It was a emo period for me... Don'd ask me why. It just happen. Maybe I have a aunty visit me every month? LMAO!

I was thinking in giving up on you...It was a very emo period for me...

In the end I got a reply from you.

It kept me in the mood for many days. It sure fuel the feeling to keep going on.

Quote "In the end I wana be standing at the beginning with you." theme song from a cartoon called Anastasia.

My friends smile make my day.

Your smile make my day even better. Did you know that?

Alor Star Hot Air Ballon Festival

Its been a long time since I deserted my blog and Facebook more.

I'm so lazy to process my picture~~! Since Final is coming and everything is cramp together at once.

Now spending some times to share about the things I do and event that I went to.

Last 2 weeks, my sis told me about Hot Air Ballon Festival at Alor Star and she is going with her friend and I organize my on group to Alor Star to take picture!

In the end, my sis can't make it and left me, Eddie and Yung Ping to explore the festival!

Yung ping have been a good tour guide in Alor Star bringing us to Alor Star famous places and wonderful food!. The food of the picture will be at the end of this post!

We departure from Penang around 5.30 am and reached Alor Star at around 6.30am. Fast huh!

After fetching Yun ping, went for a quick breakfast. Hokkien Noodle Alor Star Style! Did not take the picture of the Hokkien Noodle! Too bad! It was damn spicy compare to Penang version which are more sweeter and less spicy. Overall tasted very good!

After that we went to the Hot Air Ballon Festival.

The eggy ballon that we wanted to capture but it was the fist one to take off. Too bad! We just have the only picture of the eggy ballon.

Anyway, the monument you saw on the lower left of the picture went the monument of the "Keris" of the King in Alor Star. Kinda unique though because it looks like a Olympic Torch!

Luckily we arrive early around 7.30 where all the ballon was starting to pump up!

It is really hot standing near the burner. It is not normal burner that you think. IT IS LOUD AND FREAKING HOT!!!! I think I stand more closer my lens is going to melt! haha!

Getting the the ballon pump up and ready to go.




See the sheer size of the ballon against the worker

Pause for a while for portrait session for memory. They both enjoy their time there. my 2 children. HAha!

There alot of ballon still setting up while we were inside the launching ground. Only DSLR are allow in the launching ground. More control situation... Benefit of having SLR....Yung Ping sneak inside together with us so thats why you are able to see her inside... Haha!

Eddie active on duty to take nice nice picture! Hope to see more in your blog!

Finally we master the skill of self portrait! i know is kinda "SS" but I have been complain I don't have my face on the picture of group picture... I guess this is the start for my self portrait picture? 3 people....Ping, Sen, Hao

Up up we go!!!

Did not have the chance to get on board as the ticket was sold out when we reach the place in the morning.

3 ballon lift up at once.

Morning sky is just good for the eyes....

Eddie like this yellow ballon very much!

Another self portrait session! We all have our way of doing it! We are getting better and better after each shots! Haha!

In another special ballon which was the orange ballon, we are allowed by the foreign operator to get inside to the ballon. A experience of a life time! You get a very rare chance to step into the ballon itself!

It is as high as 2 or 3 story house!

Everyone was excited to be allow into the ballon.

Self portrait of me and Yung Ping

Me and Eddie. I change the color for both picture as is was too yellow-orange!

Group picture inside the ballon!!! Wee~~~! We was there!

The logo inside the ballon.

The orangey ballon!!!


O.M.G! Expression

Yung ping bf, Soon Keat was there too!! He went on board of the hot air ballon and have a trip on it.

Another picture of them.

After that, we went for lunch!!!!

Famous Curry Fish Head in the town!!!!

Ice "longan" Drink to cool of the heat.

Prawn Mantis cooked with salted duck egg. Damn nice and very flavorful!


"Ka na" vege cooked with garlic. Damn nice too!!

and the main character was the Curry Fish Head!!!!

It was so different compare to those we used to eat in Penang!!! It came in a big portion and we barely finish it! Haha! A great triumph for 3 of us who manage to eat it until it left bone!

It was a wonderful one day trip with 2 of them!. Wished some of "you" would come together! It would be even more fun!

Chao~~~ need to continue revision already! Spend 1 hour and a half in posting this!

Good luck in all your exam my friends! After that we are going to HOLIDAY~~!!!!!