I'm the one who started all the mess.

I shouldn't be so jealous, sensitive and egoistic!

Who to blame but only myself.

I should had change billion of years ago. yet I still remain almost the same with little changes which contribute to today mess.

A love should not be fill with such element.

No sorry could correct about how I treated you like this.

Sorry I'm not perfect. I understand your feeling being treated like this.

It must not happen again.

How I wish you could pick up the phone.

A song which I heard for a few days already.

I don't want to miss a thing with you.

Indoor Shooting.

Last week, it was Sasha birthday, after all the celebration in QB, we went back to Sam house to have some rest while Sam go for some facial maintenance from Yin Ming.

It was very impromptu to start a indoor "studio" grade shooting. Will post more picture after I'm done with all the editing.

The cha bor group shooting.

Sasha personal shooting still in progress.

Here some teaser for the indoor shooting and Sam modeling for me.

Sam personal portrait

I found out I'm jumping all around with my posting!

Have to control my posting d! Haha!

Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I could read your mind so I can know what happened and cheer up when you are down.

Inside Me

Should I say I'm a busy guy or my life just gone into mess and not in my control.

I feel I did so much yet accomplish so less. Or maybe I did not put enough effort to it?

My feeling and thought is in a mess right now.

I know I just had my vacation. But I need a vacation now!

One day my Mac is going to blow by connecting so many USB port.

Sometimes....

When I view back your blog entree few years ago, I can clearly see that you truly love him and you both very living as a happy couple. It was a 4 years running relationship. It was a tough ending for you. Since that day, you completely change into a different person and moulded into who you are today.

Now.....

I hope you could accept me as a challenge to give you happiness. Lets dont give up so easily kay?

2Sometimes.....

Why you tak trust me eh leh? I say sui a....means sui la... why wana bluff u wor.. Lol!

3Sometimes.....

I wonder how important I am to you?

Hrmmmm?

4Sometimes.....

I forget to look into big picture when I was just pay attention to those small jealous of me about certain stuff bout you. I admit i did jealous sometime. Pai Seh!

Now.....

Still trying to control. I know I gave you my promise before. Im trying okay?

5Sometimes.....

I do think too much, worry too much, react too much. Why?

Because the past still haunt me. Im okay with what happened last time, but I just scare.

Now.....

Still got abit worry. Gonna overcome it!

6Sometimes.....

I do hope you care about me. Mayb I'm lame thats why you lazy. "Just lame as usual" quoted by you. Lol!

7Sometimes.....

I wonder do you miss me boh? Lol! I know Im "SS"

8Sometimes.....

I wish you could stay longer here and we could hang out together"P'ly"

9Sometimes.....

I wonder when could we be together? Hrmm... this sure have to "tan ku ku" haha!

10Sometimes.....

Certain stuff above repeat and repeat again due my insecurity. I know sometimes it become over fan to you. Here I want to say Im sorry and hope you would understand.

It happen many times in the reality, I just hope my words could let you know the "inside me" about "you".

As things get smoother, I feel more scare about losing. This is a truth.

Just like what you said. As you feel happy, you feel even more scare about losing it. It work in both way.

I would not let go so easily this time as I dont want to regret by doing so. Quote from last time :P

p/s: mahal kita!

CLHS Mini Concert

Last week, went to CLHS Mini Concert to shoot under request from Tun Way and my cousin. Never thought I would be able to shoot such picture! Haha!

However, Tamron lens are unable to work as fast as what I expected. The Nikkor 70-200 respond well to the on going event and focus much faster and accurate than the Tamron 17-50 f/2.8 VC.

Hope you guys enjoy this series. More picture on facebook.

Went to gym today. I went quite okay I guess. I don't know how Bee think about it.

Hope we still maintain our momentum in going gym as the weeks progress!

Assignment and stress gonna piling out soon!

p/s: 5D mark II or 7D? Heart itchy! Haha!

p/s: Mahal kita!

Up

One month holioday has been a rewarding month as I accomplish many things and venture to alot of places that I never thought I would be.

The new semester heat is gonna heat us all soon as the week progress. All the best my buddy! Enjoy while we can! Haha!

Bee and me at Penang Peranakan Mansion during a small tour organize by Bee to bring her friends around Penang.

Thanks Sasha for the souvenir she brought back from Australia!

P/S: Sometimes I lost confident, I think too much sometimes. We got plenty of time to sort it out. =)

Mahal Kita!