分担

Everything was beautiful! No denying it!

Part of me are shining in bright light and another were in darkness where I scare the curse is true.

Watching you like that. It broke my heart.

让我和你一起分担吧！好吗？

Penang Island

One of my favorite shot from 35mm f/1.8, shot it after i drop someone at Butterworth Station.

Was looking back at Penang Island.

This picture constant remind me to look at myself and others. It reminds me to behave and be a better guy after many stupid I done in the past.

I learn another lesson that day.

P/S: Thank You. B.

阴天

经过风风雨雨。。。

我们有进步了。。。＝）

I'm the one who started all the mess.

I shouldn't be so jealous, sensitive and egoistic!

Who to blame but only myself.

I should had change billion of years ago. yet I still remain almost the same with little changes which contribute to today mess.

A love should not be fill with such element.

No sorry could correct about how I treated you like this.

Sorry I'm not perfect. I understand your feeling being treated like this.

It must not happen again.

How I wish you could pick up the phone.

A song which I heard for a few days already.

I don't want to miss a thing with you.

Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I could read your mind so I can know what happened and cheer up when you are down.

Inside Me

Should I say I'm a busy guy or my life just gone into mess and not in my control.

I feel I did so much yet accomplish so less. Or maybe I did not put enough effort to it?

My feeling and thought is in a mess right now.

I know I just had my vacation. But I need a vacation now!

One day my Mac is going to blow by connecting so many USB port.

Sometimes....

When I view back your blog entree few years ago, I can clearly see that you truly love him and you both very living as a happy couple. It was a 4 years running relationship. It was a tough ending for you. Since that day, you completely change into a different person and moulded into who you are today.

Now.....

I hope you could accept me as a challenge to give you happiness. Lets dont give up so easily kay?

2Sometimes.....

Why you tak trust me eh leh? I say sui a....means sui la... why wana bluff u wor.. Lol!

3Sometimes.....

I wonder how important I am to you?

Hrmmmm?

4Sometimes.....

I forget to look into big picture when I was just pay attention to those small jealous of me about certain stuff bout you. I admit i did jealous sometime. Pai Seh!

Now.....

Still trying to control. I know I gave you my promise before. Im trying okay?

5Sometimes.....

I do think too much, worry too much, react too much. Why?

Because the past still haunt me. Im okay with what happened last time, but I just scare.

Now.....

Still got abit worry. Gonna overcome it!

6Sometimes.....

I do hope you care about me. Mayb I'm lame thats why you lazy. "Just lame as usual" quoted by you. Lol!

7Sometimes.....

I wonder do you miss me boh? Lol! I know Im "SS"

8Sometimes.....

I wish you could stay longer here and we could hang out together"P'ly"

9Sometimes.....

I wonder when could we be together? Hrmm... this sure have to "tan ku ku" haha!

10Sometimes.....

Certain stuff above repeat and repeat again due my insecurity. I know sometimes it become over fan to you. Here I want to say Im sorry and hope you would understand.

It happen many times in the reality, I just hope my words could let you know the "inside me" about "you".

As things get smoother, I feel more scare about losing. This is a truth.

Just like what you said. As you feel happy, you feel even more scare about losing it. It work in both way.

I would not let go so easily this time as I dont want to regret by doing so. Quote from last time :P

p/s: mahal kita!

你和我

You And Me

几时才要在一起?

When Only We Could Be Together?

我会等你

I Will Wait For You

不再空承诺

No More Empty Promises

承诺和自由

Commitment And Freedom

我们可以克服它

We Can Overcome it.

根据我们已经克服一切的风浪

Base On What We Went Through. We Can Do It!

Have confident in our relationship!

I miss You!

Know That?!

My Heart

Final I found the answer to the question that you frequently ask me when we are alone.

I love you is easy when I'm not pretending it. I'm not pretending it since the first day I told you I like you.

You have been part of my life; when you are here, I always make sure I'm 24 ready to go at any time.

You may feel you are treating me unfair. Well what can I say? I rather to be stupid for your happiness.

I have been floating around since form 2 when I first time have a girl friend for real. Since then, I was just playful around. Never really put effort and true love into the relationship. Change one after another. (I'm not trying to boost about my playful experience) I know it is wrong to play and hurt people feeling.

After I met you, everything changed. I was not the usual me anymore. I came clear to you about everything I done in the past. Never intend to bluff you in any way so. I wanted a truthful relationship with you.

I do not care about the stuff you done in the past and the stuff that you done that make my heart hurt until so badly I was thinking about giving up.

First was Mr. anonymous

Second was the another second Mr. anonymous.

It was tough by I mange to get over with it over some times.

I know you have a rough relationship that last for years. You are tired of that and wanted freedom. You are not really ready to commit in any relationship.

I understand you have a tough one long distance relationship in the past. I don't mean to put you in the same situation again when I say I was going overseas next year. I know you don't accept me because of this, but I hope you would give us a chance to work it out. I know some how you hate to went through it again if something bad happen.

I understand, I will wait till you have confident back again. You may say I'm stupid again.

But I don't want to regret in the end by not doing so.

I know what am I saying are contradict with aim to get along with you. All I ask for is you to take on this risk with me. Let's work it out together! Let's fall in love again!

Have faith in me!

I know you heard this for quite a few times d. Just to let you know I still commit to what I say.

Lets went through it together okay? I'll be there when you need me. You have my promise not the simple promise that I say over pass 6years. Thats why I post it on blog!

My sincere apologize to..

Qing Ling ( I talk too much! Every year send you happy birthday message and every year you ask the same question "Who are You"? Just don't want you to remember the bad stuff when you saw my name.)

Savvy (I know I shouldn't take such action in the first place without settling everything. I'm glad I did not destroy your past relationship and both of you are living happily ever after now!)

Meow (I know I was impatient and make such ridiculous action when I cant go out with you.) I hate you now due to some reason! I kept my mouth quite because I don't want to destroy your current one! Don't too over!

Han (I guess we both really start too quick and I'm sorry for the damage done.)

Miko ( Sorry for everything, my heart belong to other people!)

You make my day.

Hey readers, just a quick update!

Here I alone in library once more! The last few day have been a very productive one! Had group study with my friends Yung ping, Chiew Bee, Eddie, Wei Lin and Yin Ming. This semester going to end very soon!

Time Really flies! And in another half a year I would be at Australia!

Finger cross for my subject that I did on Monday! Gonna take my final paper soon!!!!

No picture to upload for now... will upload it soon I finish my final!

Have been struggling with emotion feeling and stress last week. It was a emo period for me... Don'd ask me why. It just happen. Maybe I have a aunty visit me every month? LMAO!

I was thinking in giving up on you...It was a very emo period for me...

In the end I got a reply from you.

It kept me in the mood for many days. It sure fuel the feeling to keep going on.

Quote "In the end I wana be standing at the beginning with you." theme song from a cartoon called Anastasia.

My friends smile make my day.

Your smile make my day even better. Did you know that?

@_@

Everyday is assignment...

Emo.. Emo...

Somebody save me!

Bit Update

Went to bridal fair and tried some of the expensive gear there.

This picture was shoot using a D3x with Nikkor 400mm f/2.8 Lens at ISO 1600! Woot!

Just resize it and put watermark.

Take out the 70-200 to cin cai shoot the sports bike model. Manatau.. SO many people... End up cincai shoot my friend, Jasmine Teoh. Know her during working with PC Fair, together as Sony promoter. Don't ask me why I use Nikon and goto sell Sony!

I can say if you got the money! ANY brand also good! Stop compare Nikon, Sony and Canon.. I pening la!

Beh pai huh my skill! Haha!

I have been considering awhile... today finally...

Went to UPO (University Placement Office) with Yogie to consult for our transfer to Perth, Australia next year or this year August. Going to do all the possible calculation! Most likely next year will only go!

Last weekend goto shoot my old uniform unit Drill Competition. Shoot some video. Will post the full version when I got the time.

Mean while enjoy it in HD!

Tomorrow presentation! Finger Crossed!

Family small outing.

A few weeks back, My dad brought the whole family except for my brother who wanted to play games at home.

Went to Butterworth! 1st time in our family history that we go out at night and till butterworth!

Went to the 90s... A newly open food shop? Give me some feedback about this shop.

The menus.... The place was quite and cozy. A good place for people to talk!

Quite a few dishes that you can try over there! Damn nice!

I think the shop own by a husband and wife. The service is quite food and the food is the best!

My youngest brother fish and chip! Nice nice fish fillet!

Sipek nice dumpling! Juicy yet tender!

Mango pudding! Nice nice~! Lots of ingredient inside!

Their famous Keow Teow Thng! This one the soup is white colour eh is you got notice it! Nice nice!

This is the best dish! Recommended for people who like spicy food! This is spicy boar noodle! The meat is from a wild boar! Expect the meat to be juicy and QQ! Jumping on your teeth! This one sipek nice! Very recommended!

Now some picture of my family member...

My cool cool bro and my pua keh sis...

With dad pulak....

My cute sis.

Recently being moody la!

Sipek busy till I ki gong!

This is capture during Khea Seng departure to Aussie...

What is love?

Quote from Jennysun: "You just know”, “When you realize you cannot bear to be without each other”, “It was love at first sight”……..

“I knew I was in love when I realized I was willing to do things I really didn’t like, for him, because I knew it made him happy.”

I'm willing to stay stupid to give you happiness.

Mix Emotion

Having quite a tough period now.

Im tired and I have many sleepless night.

Although I close my eyes but I ain't falling asleep.

Everyday was busy with assignment, tutorial and presentation stuff.

Just thinking of it make my spine chill as it is so much to be done before I really can get a (long break) which means I'm back to work again.

I love to goto school early now. It is quiet and I am all alone to do my stuff and in my own world inside library.

Try to finish off some of my stuff tomorrow. Finger crossed!

Single kinda good huh. Saw my friend enjoy all the freedom you can get.

Maybe homework is all I think about now... Really don't have other mood for other stuff.

Today kinda emo...

Recently my son gave me a nickname: lover boy

I don't know what he mean by that. Anyway. Now I'm a papa to 4 daughter and 1 son! Haha!

Going to sleep now. Try to catch some rest while I can.

Dailies

What I can say about my life now is terrible!

Pocket burn because of spending too much! Spend alot in camera now!

My CPU spoil because my bro use until burn ki! Cant update my blog! My another little bro dun allow me to install picasa in his laptop! Aiks!

Everyday is hard work..... Im so pening!

Last week was the busiest! One day can be in 3 seperate states!
Morning at Alor Star
Afternoon back to Penang
Night goto KL work
Next day morning back to Penang again! Tired si wa!

Get my car tyre to service last week.
Now I'm using my SLK to work everywhere, so...speeding on highway is usual for me now and recently I found my stearing vibrate violently when I speeding on the highway.

After some checking by the foreman, the front rim of my car have slight bend so it shake violently when go on high speed...

Decision is to change all 4 rim! Omg! And 2 new tyre! Pocket burn again!


My SLK getting ready for new rim and tyre!


Got a cheap second hand almost new rim. Not going to change sport rim as it is waste of money as my dad and my bro don't care about it and soon it will fill with scratches! So no point invest money in sports rim now until I own my own car!

The next few day after I came back from KL its my mum dar to be service again! Janurday has been a service month for my family all 4 car go for service and total up to 2K!
Own a car is really not easy, it is like taking care of a child!
Fuel$$$
Car Service$$$
Tyre Service$$$

@_@

Some day in January we went to Old Town in Farlim

Steve with all the char bor

Yesterday, went to work at some MARA office at Jetty there.
Had a spetacular view of the jetty and the seas! Used my hp panaroma to capture the scenery!
Nice right?




Another one.

Yesterday went to Seow Yan house warming near komtar there..

I look funny inn this pic... mayb is my hair ba!?

Recently make some daring decision! Will blog about it soon once it is ready to be show to the world!

Here is some video taken during Steve birthday.

It was put under both of our camera when we taking our group pic...
And i was MIA (Missing In ACTION) cause camera not wide enough.. T_T

I'm Home

Hey guys! I'm Home now!

Will be continue blogging soon after I get well rest!

Little Update

Its another busy week! My blog really do not have much to see nowadays...

But will try to update so that my blog won't so dead any more~! Haha!

Going to Taiwan tomorrow noon! Not much time to update my blog... But i will update it after I came back from Taiwan! I will try to update my blog during my stay in Taiwan... Hopefully...

Things to update after I came back from Taiwan...

Shooting with Bee and Yung ping. . .

I-Dance Competition at QB

Trip to Hatyai last week

Trip to Taiping

Model shoot out!

Christmas celebration...

This year Christmas I celebrated with my family.... Tired yet I feel very homey when surround by siblings and relatives...

Many things to be done after I came back from Taiwan...

So fan now...

Go to Taiwan to clear up my mind and get some fresh air out of current hectic life.. . .

P/S: 1) Let me know the answer after I came back from Taiwan. . .

2) Ming and Ping! Wheres your shopping list? I go liao tiok won entertain you all liao eh ha...Haha!

Hope you all have a great New Year in advance! Will countdown at Taipei 101. . .

So, where are we going? North or South?

I will go anywhere where you need me. . .

Barcelona. . . Chill. . . No pressure

Subside. . .

Finally everything calm down again. . .
Lets concentrate in our finals~! Pia a~!

I've been slacking off! Open the marketing book but fall asleep 5min later. . . How wonder am I now!

I miss those moment. . .
Argh. . . let time decide ba! Finger cross!

Stuff to do. . .

Tutition free just start!

Stuff to do during Tuition Free Week
1. Economic Assignment - Journal
2. Marketing Major Assignment - Marketing Plan
3. BIS Assignment - Own Webpage
4. Some shooting?
5. Finding shooting location in E&O for prom night shooting. . .
6. Study?

Hopefully I manage to use this week time nicely la! So can have proper rest and have a not so sien tuition free week. . .

Let me start off by doing Economic Assignment 1st!